#i loved how cas was like #pffft no now why would i do that
no lucifer that was definitely not me that was anyone but me
This breaks my heart more than anything else in Doctor Who.
#The idea of losing my children is so soul-shattering #And the Doctor’s lost his planet and his people #but his FAMILY #oh lawd #and he tries to surround himself with people #to make them into his new family #but there’s still that gaping hole #because the loss of a child is a wound that never really heals or closes (via gallifreyburning)
#I literally think of this all the time. #Because no, Rose leaving was not the saddest moment of his life #Nor Donna #or Martha #or Sarah Jane #or anyone. #The worst moment of his life is sitting there, watching his planet, his people, his friends, his family his wife, his children, burn. #And he isn’t. #He should be, but he isn’t. #And he thinks it’s all his fault #So he saves people #the planets #the children #the families #just to try to make up for it. #to redeem himself.
The Girls I Babysit:
Carly: What are those? (pointing to my scars on my wrist)
Me: They're battle scars.
Anna: Cool! Can I have some?
Me: Please don't ever get some okay? But when you seem someone with them like the ones I have on their wrists go hug them. Don't ever make fun of them okay?
As we're walking around Wal Mart with both of them holding my hands, a young girl walks by us. Carly and Anna go and hug her. She hugs these two adorable little girls back
Girl: Why are you hugging me?
Carly: You have battle scars. *points to her wrists*
And through her tears she looks up at me and smiles.
